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Sunday came around the preparations for the wedding in three days were in top gear. Amos and Natalie got up early and prepared for the drive. Amos was going back their own place and then to work and Natalie was going to her parents’ house, Tanya and Itzhack who live in the north of Israel. They decided to stay separated for three days until the wedding.

Amos closed his office door. Locked it and signed in the chat from this cellphone.

I succumbed again. He thought. I can’t stop it. The sins are haunting me, he thought to himself and prayed, please God, protect me from sin, evil and sinners. Most of the time God listened to Amos's prayers and answered them, and even if he did not, there was a reason that was hidden from Amos's understanding. But he still had proper and deserved respect for God. He appreciated him for his doing and miracles he had performed in his life.

The people he met, the circumstances and the situations Amos found himself in, always arranged themselves according to his prayers. There is a law in the universe, he understood, it is the law of gravity, he saw that if he focused his mind on something, he was pulling that something into his life. And by that law, the universe was always responding to his mind.

To change the situation, he knew he had to be more alert to his thoughts, and if he changed his thoughts, the unwanted situation of logging in the chat into the “Fantasia” chat room where he met his hookups, where the source of his lying and cheating lay, they would all disappear as though they never existed.

And it was not the matter that he could not ignore the existence of the chat. He could for a short while and his memory of how bad it actually was, was short. He always fell into this trap. After a while when he did not log-in, he would forget how it was bad for him to sin and again he would fall. Forgot, and fell. And so on repeatedly. Even though he did manage to have some small –successes, he could not preserve it for long and turn it into the huge accomplishment he wished for himself.

Amos chased success. He defiantly wanted it. With all of his might, with all of his being. But something stopped him from reaching it… that something was his worst friend. His worst friend was Amos himself.

And so, dealing against himself, against his own darkness with the longing for light in his heart in all of his body to light for a long time all of who surround him, Amos sinned once again. And every time he sinned he knew how bad was it for him to sin, how the sin itself was negative and the success was positive and they cannot both exist in his body at the same time. If he wanted to succeed he must stop sinning, get away from it, run from it.

It was not an easy task for a man how was used to live in the darkness, suddenly to light the world for a long time. But us humans, we long for kindness. We develop over time. We are not who we used to be. We are the product of our own thoughts.

Amos decided, from inside the great darkness, to thank for the light in his body. Even when he lacked it at the time.

He wanted to create light. And to create it, if you thank for it, it starts to exist inside the body. Amos knew that in order to accomplish his goals he needed good to guide him. He needed to be surrounded in all that was good and only with what was good. Success is a thing of goodness and to draw the good to him, the success, he had to let the good run his life.

Thank you for me being so pure, he told himself, and repeated it again and again in his mind. That was his mantra. Amos decided to cleanse himself, to reach a basic state of pure and healthy body. And from then to stop sinning.

That need, a head jump into a sea of darkness, to dive into this ocean of sinning, lying and cheating, as a bee that is drawn to its own nectar from a flower on a bright day. He knew he had a big problem. And for him to solve it he had to first change his thoughts.

A sinning body cannot contain a pure mind with the proper thoughts. He did not know how he would do it. Nevertheless, Amos was optimistic, and knew he would do it. He knew he would get to where his heart wanted to be, Amos cried on the inside with dry tears. He cried to the sky for help. Because alone I cannot do it, decided with himself. Not knowing if he did it for himself or for the great power that drives this world onwards and makes everything happen in this great universe, Amos stood as if he were naked in front of God. You know everything, Amos told him, take me to a better place, he pleaded, I want it. It will happen, God answered, only when you want it enough. Only when you want it with the passion for a breath of air.

Amos knew, God was giving him a chance, every day anew to every man to change and to become a better person, to follow what is right, to think good thoughts, and to become what every man truly wanted to be. Amos decided that his goal, besides having a lot of money, was to be happy, to follow happiness and to feel good. That is one of the secrets to wealth, to be happy. Happiness is the key to success. When a man is happy, he draws to his life more people and situations that make him feel good. And happiness is a choice. We were born happy. Even though if man sins and does not follow the good path, but chooses the path of sin, lies and cheating. A man like that, as Amos is also given the chance again and again, each day to turn aside and follow the opposite way, the pure way, the good way. God accepts and loves everyone. Even the sinners, and God forgives everyone immediately everyone who asks his forgiveness. All you need to do is ask and to be aware. Be aware to the thoughts, to the actions, and to take actions after great thought. Not to chase success senselessly. Success not at any price, but at the price of the good path and not the bad path of sin, cheating and betrayal. Those were the bad things that drew to them situations, negative people and circumstances. Amos felt relieved, because he knew God would forgive him now, even after he sinned again. Amos saw that God was on his side because deep down he did not want to sin, did not want to lie nor cheat. God gave Amos a second chance to change. A chance to be a better person. To be a happy and a successful person. God wants all that was best for Amos, even if Amos sinned, even if Amos lied or cheated. God believes that every man deserves the chance to reach the sweet success. God forgives us all. And is with us at all times. He watches us from above and below. And from each side and possible way. If only we let him guide us, he would show us the way. And will give us more chances. Again and again. To choose the good, until we fulfil ourselves. We were created in the image of God; we have the power to create our lives. And if only we choose the good. If only we follow happiness, God would spread the promised way before us, to achieve all our wishes.

The chance God gave Amos was so great. Amos was grateful for it, and prayed again and again, thank you God doe lighting my way to success. Amos closed his eyes and saw a bright light above him, inside all the darkness. He felt how the light washed his soul. His eye and body. He felt tremendous excitement, that here he was choosing the good path and realizing his dream. That here he was going after the happiness, after the positive and good life. He was excited that soon he would be as rich as he had dreamt all his life. He knew God would help him because he wanted to help himself. The chance God gave Amos was a chance he gives every man at any time 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. It was a precious opportunity. Purer than the blue and clean sky God created. This chance to choose the good, God gives to every man. And Amos earned that moment, when God opened him the door inside all that darkness he was in, to choose the light, to choose happiness and what makes him feel good. And this chance to achieve all his dreams. Was the biggest door Amos could ever ask for himself.

Amos knew that the chance God gave him was no accident. He reached this point in his life, to this moment when he was at the place of no return. From here he would not turn back. Because his dreams would come true. He saw that it was in God’s power to help him. However, God did not help those who do not want his help. We must only ask, and he does. As though it was magic, it happens with every man, at any situation, God is there for is and the universe answers any question. The universe puts us in situation we can handle, is connected to an infinite intelligence. To a great wisdom that is much bigger than us, that opens us the way to realize our hearts’ desires, that gives us the map to realize our dream. If it our childhood dream, an old dream, a new dream or any dream we want strongly enough, we must only ask and the universe stars to shift itself towards realizing our dreams. The universe is a good place to be in, and to know if we are on the right track, we must listen to our hearts, to listen to what we are feeling, because we are at the right place and the right time when we feel good. And when we feel bad we are not on the right way and we must only ask ourselves, what would make me happy? What would make me feel good? And we must follow what makes us feel good, and then God helps us get to where our heart leads.

You do not have to be a martyr to communicate with God. God answers every man, if not directly then through the world he had created for us. Through people, circumstances and our lives events. Every day at any given moment of our lives, we can put the key in the imaginary lock and open a secret door, through which we can enter a world that is plentiful, where we prosper at all times. And it is up to us. The chance God gives us every day to change and to...